just realized something...but all of this was too late..
i pretended ignore that and not care anymore in the past days.
was trying to be hardened. to do all alone.
too much shit just happened and pasted.
nowi m sure im breathing still.
some feelings came out my mind last night, and made me face the facts.
im trying hard to pull something.someone back to my life thou.
that was all my faults.
admit it...stilll alive somewhere in mine.
and i have to take all for my mistakes..
happy new year.